today i got a bloody nose at school because i was so fucking stressed.
it wouldnt stop bleeding!
it was sad though, i started to cry in the bathroom because i was so embarrassed, even though no one in the hallway saw. once i got to the bathroom, i had blood all over my face and all of the floor and the wall. when i was in there, at least ten girls came in and out...none of them saying a single fucking thing to the crying girl with blood all over herself...
on her eyes, forehead, and lips
and CERTAINLY a helluva lot on her nose.
finally someone i knew asked me if i was okay, but that's only because she knew me.
she told me to hold my nose and tilt my head back, so i did, and she left.
then a really, really, really nice girl with funky glasses & white hair with black tips helped me. she seemed like quite the medical expert. she told me never to tilt my head back and used all these fancy medical terms that my dad might use to sound smart to my little brother. then she told me to wash it off with cold water, not warm.
so instead of just wiping off the blood, i filled the sink with cold water and just dunked my fucking head. it felt so fucking good. i dunked for a while. when i came back up, she was still right there next to me. and then i looked back down at the orange water and let it drain.
everyone thought i was michael jackson.
no exaggeration- EVERYONE.
some psycho bitch in my math class said to me that it would totally work if i was michael jackson for halloween, because i look so much like him anyway.
and then today when i got to class, she said "hey everyone its michael jackson!"
i hate her so much and she can go die alone in a hole and then burn in hell
i liked my costume, though...despite the fact that no one knew what i was and everyone was confused as to why i was wearing vampire fangs and a boy outfit if i was a zombie.
^SELFIE WITH MY NEW PHONE!!^
i came up with this costume so last minute, its actually crazy. i got it all together the morning of halloween. last year i spent months. legitimately MONTHS.